Saturday, September 30, 2006;
wen to jb today to get my baju raye...did sum shoping.. go to refleksologi to get my feet massage... woh tat a great xperience though... wen to angsana to get my baju n get to try it on too.. hahakk... @ angsana i get my hair cut. decided to jus cut my hair im mean trimmed a bit la. ard shoulder length like tat.. den bought sum stuffs for buke in d evening n rent a car to get back to spore on tyme.. well d traffic at checkpoint was so bad... tat abt 2hrs to enter spore... n we back to spore jus on tyme for buke...
[tat us in d changing room!!]
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21:21
had my flu vaccine yesterday.. it hurt although d needle is veri fine. it not d needle tat hurt it bcos of medicine. it was given on my arm jus lkye ni other vaccine. but tis is painful. veri! it go thru my intramuscular musclr which i can feels d medicine in my body.. thx god im well today. cos most of my colleagues actuali had a fever or flu aft tat. it a normal reaction la. tat hw vaccine works. it all depends on ur body immune.
oh well had my dinner at Pizza Hut AMK wif my family. we break fast der la actuali. hmmm had d cheesy bites pizza set n my sis had spaghetti n lasagne wif sum spicy drumlets. hahak i actuli get lots of drumlets as my sis is working der... hmm yummy!!! mum had tis new fruti salad timgy la. hmmm cool.. pizza now is a fine dinning restaurant which mean no more self- service on soup or salad. my gosh poor ting those pizza service crews. more job to do. i wonder wat will happen on bz day like public holiday.. all d best den... ok den aft d meal we had ice cream n my yougest sis order a walnut cheesecake.. hmmm tat delicious. had a great tyme der.
[tat me n mumi]
[mumi n dadi]
[tat my sistaz]
oh yah... i done wif my kuih for today. i make 'cornflakes madu'(cornflakes in honey). tat wat i good for. every year der will be cornflakes madu. had it done in d aftn aft i done my houseworks.
hmmm... it nice.. make a bottle for him too. had it tasted wen i came home... well wat can i say... it delicious... hehe...gona makes cookies 2mr...
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00:55
Wednesday, September 27, 2006;
Yeah HADY Won d spore idols... hahak... niway was xpecting him to win.. Mr cool la kate kan... weeeee.weeeee. i was on pm shift tat day... hahak... didnt get d chance to c d reaction on his face... but all i noe hady won... all d patient was cheering n jumping to hear tat haady wins... gosh didnt xpect tat from my patients...
Niway congratz him for winning..
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23:55
Tuesday, September 26, 2006;
wat is tis man... nurses doing research on stupid ting... shit ar... d work load in d ward is enuf to make us bz now wif tis stupid research tat we had to do make us more miserable... thx to d Director of nursing saying tat enrolled nurse are so free in d ward... hais... d research will being soon n my team will b doing on "malnutrition in the geriatry population." thax to d pax who contributed d topic 2.. malnutrition???? wer d hell r we gonna fid malnutrition patient in elderly? hello... research is on real basis. no lies... we haf to start d propasl aready n to hand in soon... gosh hw r we gona do all tis... i rili cant imagine tat... had d tok jus now wer i will alwaz slip.. but even if i dun slip i stil will not understand wat am i suppose to do... aft work wen to occupational therapy to get my nursing stocking, i mean panty hose la but more to protecting d nurses let to prevent d essels from bulging out.. u noe wen it out it rili looks horrible. so better be safe den sori... hahak
as i was toking to hin jus now i heard tis malay song tat my sis play on d pc... d words rili touches my heart n d meaning is so deep 4 me... i still can remember it in my mind now...
d song goes like tis
" kita hanya mampu merancang mase depan
tetapi tuhan yg menentu kan sgalanya
usahlah kau memaksa apa yg akan aku lakukan
jika benar engkau menyayangiku hendak la engkau bersabar...
Kau harus memahami jiwaku dan hidup ku
baru la dikau akan mengerti...
tiada gunanyta kita bertengkar
hanyala merengankan hubungan kita...."
doesnt it had a great meaning... hmmm... touching seh...
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18:14
Monday, September 25, 2006;
phew... jus came back from aftrnoon shift... hais.. veri penat seh even though d ward tak heavy as it use to b... hmmm... mayb cos im fasting 2dae.. 2mr will b mrng shift.. shit... veri tired. get to slip onli a fews hours. well wat 2 do, da keje... niway i had 2 tahan all tis shit 4 tis 2 wks.. shit man my roster is rili shit.. i will doing am, pm, am, pm all d way... my gosh cant imagine d tiredness im gona go thru soon... haiz...
well get my paid but not satisfied... i stil wondering y my paid tis tyme is so little.. i feels as tot im being cheated.. it lkye as if i jus started working!!! halo i aready 8th mths in d ward alto im new but tat not d regular paid i get.. it suck to get paid lkye tis esp wen u rili nids it. i aready plan my budget n shit d paid is so little... if it bcos i use my staff card wen i was sick tat tyme den might as well i paid it myself it defect d purpose of having d staff kad. it cut over $100. my gosh.. im cursing n swearing my job now... rili i swear i will nv use tat stupid kad nimore...
d tot of getting a new pair of helmets 4 me n him breaks wen i paid is so little.. hais... so sad... now i cant rebond my hair too.. hmmm... mayb i jus cut it je la... shoulder length perhaps... ntah la.. stil tinking wana cut or not... 50 50 ar... hmmm dunnoe la...
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23:26
Saturday, September 23, 2006;
is tis an "IN TING" tat ppl nowadays getting engageD...!
der!!! wat d big deal of it!!! isit it a was of money? kan spm duit 2 utk kawin kan agi bgs... klw de jodoh tak ke amne... btl tak?
for me i dun tink i wana get ngage. rili waste of money... kawin trus agi bgs... niway u dun nid to get ngage den u feels so secure of ur relationship rite? tak tunang tak semestinye tak secure rite... love n trust is all u nid in BGR!!! ohhh... hate d idea of engaged!! niway had tok to him abt tis stuf n we both r not into it... rili!!!! he 2 tink tat it a was of money seh... hahak... n we actuali tok shit a bit la... abt our future. he finishing his ns sooon so tinking wat next.. sch or work?
n at d same tyme we plan abt ourself too.. hehe... planning to start a family in 8yrs tymes.. hahakkk... tat cool niway even tough it quite long la.. but tat wat we plan to... insyallah klw de jodoh.. hehe...
niway let drop d topic.. sk da posa... hmmm... nanti da nak kene angun for sahur...
wen to bugis yst to c d suri raya tingy... well kinda bored la d ting. mayb stil new... n HOT 2. lkye kinda stuffy seh.. hais... mis geylang so much seh... took sum piz @ Bugis Junction earlier b4 we go der...
Tat my Kak zZ n her Cuzin.. hehe... nice rite...?
today foolow him to Burlington square to collect his dvd player back cos d previous one was faulty... rili hate tis Morris Pte Lte... d service suck n it make us go der 4 3 times..h i hate their faces.. no customer service @ all. me n him was cursing n swearing dem so much tat if tis times rd stil faulty we wana complain to courts(d electrical shops not d 'court'). well thx 2 our curse n swear tat it work tis tyme... lucky dem for not making me shoot an email to dem..
me n her trying to act cute... hahak.. well tat abt it... bubye
@PinkYLadY@>
23:35
cepat mase brlalu... ramadhan dtg agi... hais... rase bo smlm bis brpuase... niway... sok da puase.. cant wait 4 puase n pas tu raye... hahakk... cant wait 4 raye too...
well tis mth rili on tight budget.. had to put aside all my nids 4 tis mth. yela brg2 raye utk2 adk2 ku pun lum lik yet... tkpela tis mth je.. drg pun nk braye.. im still tinking nak gunting rambut or not? nak rebond or not?
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18:29
Thursday, September 21, 2006;
tat my new printer... d 3 in 1 tingy.. scan+print+copy!!!! hahakk... i luv it... i dun nid to go shop n print nitin. can scan n print je... hahak....
me wif ma new fringe... lawa tak... hehe...npk lawa kan..
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17:48
Tuesday, September 19, 2006;
fuck tat mother fucker!!! feels lkye wana take a knife n kill her seh!!! fucker!!! wat d hell she wans now!!! she wana a divorce she got it. she wans mthly $ frm my abg she gt it... wat else she wans now!!! y cant my abg c his own child? wat d hell man? y r laws so unfair? damn it man!!! i rili had her so much!!! she a bitch!!!!we all hate her til she had no more rooms in our family!!! der no way we will xcept u bad BITCH!!!! kau menyusahkan idup keluarga aku esp my abg!!! fuck ur mother bitch!!!!
im so sori to haf all tis work at my blog.. im so angry. i pity my abg for wat happening to him now.. kecian seh... now she asking for mthly $.. wat d fuck sak... my abg cant even c his own child.. i went to accompanied him jus now to juvenile court all d family matter r settle der.. i rili hate to c her man... her sucking face.. i hope she hapi 4 wat she had done to my abg n my family... FUCK her mother la!!!
syakirah im so sori to scold ur mum upside down... im rili angry wif her n hate her so much... she dun allowed us to mit u at all. not even ur dai... wat d fuck!!! mak mcm nie pun idup.. nak duit je tapi anak tak bagi ngok.. nomatters wat sykirah we luv u so much.. esp dadi n atuk.. we alwaz pray 2 allah tat we can c u 1 day... it a pity to c u lkye tis @ a veri young age... haiz...
we all pray ta at least we get to c u once la... we rili mis u... atok rili miz u my dear... til den tc...
@PinkYLadY@>
23:05
Monday, September 18, 2006;
im home alone again.. not rili home alone la... my abg stil slipping. cud haf been slipping til now if not for d fon tat ring continuosly tadi... shit man.. tat paham ke org tdo.. kol kol kol byk2... so irritating... tat non other den him... hate him 4 doing tat to me... dear i hav not slip for more den 24hrs seh... knape la u tak bagi i tdo.. i tau la angun sendr.. niway thx to him la im here rite now blogging.. thx god he working. if not he wud be here aready n i cant blog..
oh gosh it gona rain again... it on 11am now but d darkness of my hse is lkye 7pm? wer my dai nie... lum alik alik agi... im so wori...
well my holiday had start today... yeppie.. off from ward for 1 week... ok la 1 wk onli... tak kene pukul by all d stupid apek n nyonya... so now i wana tidy up my room btl2... it is so messy now... get it done b4 ramadhan so tat b4 raye kemas ckit2 je... agipun bilik tu da mcm kadang babi... i ges kdg babi lagi muliah...
im stil stress tak tau i shud get a hair cut or not... ishk... im stress la... nak uat pe eh...
tkpe la pk la pelan2... i hope i will not make d wrong one.
ouh... it raining so heavy. so misty outside... it good to slip der... but NO plz... i bete get my room tidy now... hahak...
@PinkYLadY@>
10:58
Friday, September 15, 2006;
kinda jus reach home from nite duty.. penat seh... tadi g teman my guy g bik hp @ toa payoh. waited from 9am til 11+am bo kedai 2 bukak. damn it was tiring waiting. i was so tired tat i dose off jap @ mac. penat sgt. nasib baik air liur tak meleler.
gosh wen i was otw to toa payoh, i saw shah on d road. we wer @ d bradell rd wer shah is turning in 2 d main rd n my guy n i was @ d main rd. our bike was so cloz 2 each other. oh gosh tat was veri cloz but i pretended not to notice him la maklumla kekasih lame. ishk... tat was a shock of my life man.. asal la byk2 tmpt pat rd yg we terserempak. da jodoh ajaknye. haizzz...
da g2 tkpe... da dpt hp nak alik ujan lebat lak... haiz... walau apape pun ujan 2 rahmat... it stil raining now while im blogging.. nak alik cepat nye sal ujan pun ujan la... pelan2 la he ride d bike. mane gal dier tkt ujan rd licin mane tkt petir kilat... hais... syg him byk2...
reach home terus mandi. no tink twice.. da mandi nak tdo my bro lak kacau suru transfer lagu pat pc.. yelah member pun beli hp baru. so nak transfer lagu 2 hp also... tat wer i ended up her bloggong. wat else..
oh ya cite nye cite... my nites was suck!!!! damn it sak!!!
tis old people tak tau how impt we r in taking of dem... i was hit by tis stupid uncle jus bcos he cant walk to toilet... HE WAS ON DIAPER N WAT D USE OF IT IF HE WAN A GO TOILET!!! n furthermore he old...! he suck man... he make everi1 tink tat we nurses r bad... we had to tied him down due to his violentness. he kick n hit us so many tyme. but i get d most hit. phew... i rili struggle to tied him down. we kol up his relatives who eventuali agreed to cum down n check on d patient n meanwhile we kol d police or securiy mayb to calm him down... waste alot of tyme on him seh... so suck man to haf nite lkye tis... niway aft ta he behave n go to slip d whole nite... hais... wis my next 2 nites wil be ok...
k la wana ctch sum slip now... bloging off...
@PinkYLadY@>
14:07
Tuesday, September 12, 2006;
quite a tiring day today...
get up @ 10+am n cooked sum stuffs. pity my dadi who work hard all nite long jus for tat stupid IMF!!! pity him so much tat he dun even get a rest day. oh my gosh hw cruel can dey be.. can c he so tired smp tak kuase nak tlg me uat house works.. but it ok i noe hw working at nite is lkye.. so hope he get a good rest once d syutid IMF is over!!!
well 2day is my off day... wen out wif him to get sum stuffs.. niway i bought a new printer which is 3in1. printer,scan,copy... hahak... so hapi... i took a pic of it wanting to put it in here but it was at my sis's boyfren hp. so i cant put it here. so tadi actuli wen out to collect tis free gif which i get it for buying my new printer. it a dvd player. gaf it to him since i aredy got 3 dvd player @ home. b4 tat we wen to toa payoh 2 get buy his new fon. damn im so jealous tat he bought a new fon. tapi tkpe i buy 1 soon. hahak... aft raye mayb. he bought a sony erisson fon which is w810i(white)!!! damn it man... i rili gona get a new fon sooon.... IM SO JEALOUS!!! niway we actuli wen 2 few places 2day. toa payoh to get his fon n had our lunch at banquet. den to bencoolen st 2 get d dvd player. den 2 his fren crib to pas his fren fon. n lastly to airport police station wer he gets his hp charger tat he left @ work. n finali i reach home safe n sound.. he seem tired 2 tadi. hope he get enuf slip later.
2mr off agi.. wat i wana do eh 2mr... well i ges im going jogging ar. da lame tak jog.. getting buncit seh now... n mayb M.O.S @ nite.. hahak... lady nites mah... freee entry... yah beta start koling my gals. agipun puase nak dekat i ges i shall go once b4 start fasting.. hahak...
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23:24
at last i get to mit her, syakirah!!!!rili mis her alot.. kinda hapi to c her jus now.. initially she dun remember us but aft sumtyme i gez she was able to remember us.. im so hapi to c her... her teeth had grown.. 4 upper 2 lower.. hahak... so cute... kiss her alot on her cheeks.. rili mis here... her hair had grown. tebal seh... but she d same hahak... same old syakirah. wif d smile tat make me hapi to c her... hahak she so CUTE!!!damn... i actuali posted twice for my previous blog... now i dun noe hw to delete it... not tat i cant read but all are in chinese character.. tak tau la betul ke tak la but it in chinese character la. haiz... mcm ne nak delete... stress ar... wuhooo... im off 4 d next 2 days.. hahak... tat great niway... going on nites on thur again... well ok la nites... it all depend on d patients la. great ting abt nites is tat everibody is slipping(xcept for sum pt who dun understand wat is slipping mean la) n no1 will disturbed us(nurses) to get all our ting done... it fun la doing nites niway. aft tat i going for my annual leaves again... AGAIN!!!!! niw ay since im goin tat sooon i ges i'll be tidying my room la... mcm da bape tahun tak kemas. get ting done b4 ramadan n easier 4 me as i be working during ramadan n might be bz wif making kuih n stuff.. hahak... cant wait 4 tis yr raye... baju semu da siap tgl pakai je... onli i nid to prepare ckit jela wen tyme cum.. hahak... aite now blogging out la since my sis wana use d comp...
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00:06
Saturday, September 09, 2006;
Oh shit man..... i hate it wen guys sulk... oh my gosh... kalahkn pompuan.. nak kene pujuk la pe la... shit ar... mepek seh... tapi sayang nye pasal pujuk la dier... ampuh la ckit... sejuk hati dier.. hahakmanage to pujuk him. veri fast.. niway he irritate me he shud be d 1 saying sori instead of me.. he make me angry seh.. tapi tkpe la it over...niway i've got sumting shit n funny story here. i bought tis bra from AVON cos it was good la. today was my first day to wear it on. it was rili good. it soft n comfortable to wear la.. but i hate it wen d strap gets out of d ting der<>. i didnt noe it was lkye tat smp kn keje i haf to go to toilet 4 few times jus to get it hook back. den mase nak alik my guy fetch me... believe me kat ats motor d ting trkuar again!!! alamak... bingit seh... so i jus adjust abit n make sure d strap tak trkuar of my uniform la.. den da smp pat my hse we lepak jap pat bwh blk.. tat wen he irritate me n get angry n he merajuk instead of me... k tat not d story.. cite dier mcm nie da g2 otw nak naik 2 i didnt notice or feels pape la.. wen i got home n chg my uniform to my pyjamas den i realised tat my bra strap sebelah da tkde... mcm nak nangis seh skejap. look ard d hse, tkde.. search in my washing machine, tkde. pat toilet pun tkde. in d end i decided to walk back d route i walk home tadi.. mane la tau.. so i did as wat i wants n i FOUND IT!!!! hahak.... malu jgk seh... but tank god tkde org la mase 2... phew.... so hapi dpt jumpe... hahak... lkye sumting precious missing seh.. hahak... niway wana kol him aready ar... nanti majuk agi dier... aite... blog again soon...
@PinkYLadY@>
01:11
Oh shit man..... i hate it wen guys sulk... oh my gosh... kalahkn pompuan.. nak kene pujuk la pe la... shit ar... mepek seh... tapi sayang nye pasal pujuk la dier... ampuh la ckit... sejuk hati dier.. hahakmanage to pujuk him. veri fast.. niway he irritate me he shud be d 1 saying sori instead of me.. he make me angry seh.. tapi tkpe la it over...niway i've got sumting shit n funny story here. i bought tis bra from AVON cos it was good la. today was my first day to wear it on. it was rili good. it soft n comfortable to wear la.. but i hate it wen d strap gets out of d ting der<>. i didnt noe it was lkye tat smp kn keje i haf to go to toilet 4 few times jus to get it hook back. den mase nak alik my guy fetch me... believe me kat ats motor d ting trkuar again!!! alamak... bingit seh... so i jus adjust abit n make sure d strap tak trkuar of my uniform la.. den da smp pat my hse we lepak jap pat bwh blk.. tat wen he irritate me n get angry n he merajuk instead of me... k tat not d story.. cite dier mcm nie da g2 otw nak naik 2 i didnt notice or feels pape la.. wen i got home n chg my uniform to my pyjamas den i realised tat my bra strap sebelah da tkde... mcm nak nangis seh skejap. look ard d hse, tkde.. search in my washing machine, tkde. pat toilet pun tkde. in d end i decided to walk back d route i walk home tadi.. mane la tau.. so i did as wat i wants n i FOUND IT!!!! hahak.... malu jgk seh... but tank god tkde org la mase 2... phew.... so hapi dpt jumpe... hahak... lkye sumting precious missing seh.. hahak... niway wana kol him aready ar... nanti majuk agi dier... aite... blog again soon...
@PinkYLadY@>
01:11
Wednesday, September 06, 2006;
hey... stil working out on tis blog.. understand abit la but stil not satisfied.. trying my best to work on it. nak npk lawa la kate kan... pening la figuring out d code n stuff... da otak lagging n phew... it hard der.. well hard effort put up a gd show... hope it will end up nice... hehe..
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14:59
Tuesday, September 05, 2006; YAKIN
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13:43
>tat ME<
>me & him<
>adk bradk<
>SyaKiRah... d lil gal who brighten up everibody life< >my muMi<
> my Dadi<
> d ladies who make my world go round<
> me wif my sisz <alrite tat abt it....
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13:07