Wednesday, November 29, 2006;
im so tired. TIRED of everitin ard me. feels like wana run far away from all tis n get sum peace of my mind.. niway running away from all ur probs isnt d way to solve it la.. well all i do is FACE it!!! well we finally BROKE off.. for REAL!!! haiz... HMMM... IN SHORT WE NOT FATED FOR EACH OTHER NIMORE. so wat d point of tinkin wen he dun.. so be it lor... da tkde jodoh. wat to do..
today is my 8th day working. gosh so tired... n more to cum... haiz... bit it ok. hard work alwaz pay a good deed. hahak... im going on leave again nxt wk... hahak... so hapi... tot tat i didnt get it bt hey i got it... so hard work do pay alot... my holiday will start form sun... meanwhile workhard gal...
pssst... im wif guy F now... tukar boyfren mcm tukar baju... haiz... not like tat la.. but ntah eh... niway guy F is ok la for nw.. he very d patience n gez wat. i areadi met his parents. dey r way much more beta den my ex parents... first i mit his mum... tok to me like she had noe me for years. den his dad ok la.. lelaki pe la yg nak dibualkn. so far so good la... all i get say hope to end wif him je... haiz... dun wana end up like before nimore...
aite got to get sum slips now...
@PinkYLadY@>
23:47
Tuesday, November 28, 2006;
you noe you'r everiting i nid
n i cud never see d two door open
n u noe i gif myself to you n no matters wat u do
i promise you my heart
i build a wall ard you and i wan you to noe
i nid you like i never nided anione b4
i live my life for you i wanabe by ur side
n everiting tat you do
N if der onli one ting u cant believe it true
I LIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU
i dedicate my life to you n noe tat i wud die for you
but our luv wud last forever
n i wud alwaz b wif you n der is nutin we can do
as long as we r together
jus cant live without you n i wan you to noe
i nid you like i never nided anione b4
@PinkYLadY@>
19:28
Tuesday, November 21, 2006;
wen out wif guy F 2dae. mit up at Jurong pt at 10am.. kwang3... he jus came back from his nite shift n wanted to haf breakfast togather.. wee... so romantic... den aft tat wen to watch movie "colic". veri nice show. for those who luv to c horror movie. it a thailand movie abt tis baby who cry most of d tyme for almost a year. within a yr a lot of ting happen to d family of d baby. 1st d neighbour die, den his grandma, den his mum's besfren... den.... hehehe... watch it if u wana noe d ended. kinada scary la but ok for. aft d movie walk ard jurong pt jap den go back hm as he nids sum rest too.. cian dier nanti tak dpt tdo lak.. he send me hm n tat wer im stuck in front of my pc again..
niway i rili wis i cud haf a laptop nw.. ni1 noe of wer to get gd price for laptop plz tag me k...
@PinkYLadY@>
18:32
Monday, November 20, 2006;
arGhhhhHHHh.... im in dilemma... haiz... i get to noe tis guy F thru a fren behind his back... we were jus fren in d 1st palce.. pure fren.. until me n him wasnt 2gather again.. den me n guy F started to get closer n i find tat guy F haf wat i wan in a guy.. he not those gd looking guy but der who care.. wat care is his heart... we started to say our feeling n was getting to noe each other beta... my feeling for him was true but i didnt shw it. his feeling for me was true n he shw it.. we jus go wif d flow...
UNTIL yest(sunday 19 novenber) he come to my hse n wans me back... yes i do admit i stil luv him but not lkye i use to.. y? not bcos of guy F but bcos he wana break wif me jus for a stupid reason. we actuali fight yest n ended up i having bruises all over my arms. den tis mrng msg guy F not wholeheartedly saying tat we can onli be fren n my heart is cloz 4 now.. hmmm... aft tat msg i was actuali crying my heart out.. i feel so sad for him.. i didnt mean to hurt him at all... nw writing tis blog i trying to controls my tears..
haiz.. i can onli choose 1.. but i cant decide it now.. but all i noe nw tat i cant beat to let go guy F n c him suffering.. Guy F im sori...
@PinkYLadY@>
23:06
Di sini kau dan aku terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih setia bahagia ku denganmu
Pernah kau meminta hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita brdua disini syurga kita
bila kita menyintai yg lain
mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
syg ku akan hilang
If we luv sumbody cud it be tis strong
i will fight to win our luv will conquer all
I wdnt risk my luv even jus one nite
our luv stay in my heart
@PinkYLadY@>
22:28
pagi2 da blog... niway ngah xcited to mit d derest baby... myb bro wen to fetch now n soon will be back here...
mayb later goin to vivocity wif him n her... dunoe la.. c hw la later..

@PinkYLadY@>
10:27
Thursday, November 16, 2006;
gosh been quite sumtymes tat i had nt update my blog... bz wif lots of stufs. dadi admited.. niway he back... home swit home... healing well n ok la stil in pain..
well im so stress wif him... but wat can i do... diam je la... asyik uat prangai je!!! i give up man!!!

tat dadi in his hsp pyjamas!!

@PinkYLadY@>
12:21
Sunday, November 12, 2006;
im so tired... dadi admited for sum infection.. soon going for operation.. hmmm... so sad for him... mumi had to kip him accompany til he wen to d OT... niway yest was my annual SGH DnD. had fun n njoy d foods so much.. kwang3... hehe.. aite gona get sum slips now... veri sleepy...
@PinkYLadY@>
23:04
Tuesday, November 07, 2006;
Life so boring w/o him!!!! god wat am i suppose to do!!!!
@PinkYLadY@>
18:03
Sunday, November 05, 2006;
i dun understand guy nowadays.. sanggup tglkn matair jus for frens... haiz... so hurt wen he actuali do tat to me... getting my tyme off for him n free from him.. dun wana tink too much abt us nimore. i haf gif up on him now... no use hoping for d beta wen it does not even works at all. haiz... hope he njoying his life nw.. givin myself 1 wk free from him n be prepared for nxt sun.. haiz... alwaz expect for d unexpected... ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HURT ME NO MORE K!!! I HAD ENUF!!!
@PinkYLadY@>
13:58
Thursday, November 02, 2006;
god damn it man... Vivo city is so huge!!! it so nice to shop at.. wif all d diff type of women outfits der it made me go crazy.... me n my colleagues wen to vivo city 2dae aft work n gosh i rili luv vivo city!!! first we reach der we headed to d food courts first as my other 2 colleagues was damn hungry.. i wasnt so hungry but since dey eating so i jus eat wif dem... aft eating we start our journey ard vivo city... gosh i was rili amaze wif vivo city.. ZARA, ESPRIT, MANGO, NAUTICA, FOX, TOPMAN, GAP etc... gosh tis ting r making me mad!!! we wen to all d shops n me n my fren wen shopping as well!!! first i bought a top from MANGO DEN WEN TO GAP WER MY FREN BOUGHT SUM STUFFS.. den to fox wer me n my fren bought a sweater each den to nautica n bought a shirt for him... gosh... im in luv wif vivo city now!!!! niway hope to be der sumday wif him as i rili luv shopping der... wif chomels, toy r us, charles n keith.... oh man... cant wait to bring him der too...
niway i manage to get a new helmet at last.. thx to him... luv him so much... we wen to ah boy d other day n aft much dicussion we finally decided to buy M Fizz Matrix black color... hmmm... luv him so much...
well gona turn in soon.. eyes rolling areadi... gd nite...
@PinkYLadY@>
00:59