arGhhhhHHHh.... im in dilemma... haiz... i get to noe tis guy F thru a fren behind his back... we were jus fren in d 1st palce.. pure fren.. until me n him wasnt 2gather again.. den me n guy F started to get closer n i find tat guy F haf wat i wan in a guy.. he not those gd looking guy but der who care.. wat care is his heart... we started to say our feeling n was getting to noe each other beta... my feeling for him was true but i didnt shw it. his feeling for me was true n he shw it.. we jus go wif d flow...
UNTIL yest(sunday 19 novenber) he come to my hse n wans me back... yes i do admit i stil luv him but not lkye i use to.. y? not bcos of guy F but bcos he wana break wif me jus for a stupid reason. we actuali fight yest n ended up i having bruises all over my arms. den tis mrng msg guy F not wholeheartedly saying tat we can onli be fren n my heart is cloz 4 now.. hmmm... aft tat msg i was actuali crying my heart out.. i feel so sad for him.. i didnt mean to hurt him at all... nw writing tis blog i trying to controls my tears..
haiz.. i can onli choose 1.. but i cant decide it now.. but all i noe nw tat i cant beat to let go guy F n c him suffering.. Guy F im sori...